San Francisco if you please

At this moment, I am exactly where I need to be right now…

Intuition told me that the trip down to San Francisco was going to up the frequencies of the synchronicity-laced vibrations…I knew it was only logical…

But I continue to find myself in a state of sheer and utter disbelief regarding the volume and magnitude…

I’d love to relay it all right here, right now…but I’m still processing.

I’m still adjusting.

I’m still trying to breathe.

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After a killer breakfast with a great friend, I had gone maybe the 100 or so feet from his truck to the check in counter at SeaTac.

I made it that far before the first thing happened.

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And it’s all just so beautiful.

And bittersweet.

I can see so many things right now that are bright & exciting & full of hope & prosperity and then I swing my head & my heart northward to the city I love filled with the people that I love and desire….

And I realize that I am standing in the center of this waterfall…

Alone.

It’s okay to be alone.

An entire year of severe depression taught me what isolation is.

And now I get to see singularity from the complete 180. This is what it’s like to be fully immersed in pure creative pulsating light – alone.

And don’t get me wrong = I love it.

But this uber loving cancer girl who loves to spread the love is looking for someone to share this with…it truly is such an amazing ride.

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There’s much, much more to come – but not tonight. I could easily write for a few hours, but I’ve got to try and get some sleep.

On the side:

The extreme pain in my chest, courtesy of the folks @ Apocalypse, has been replaced by the debilitating pain in my right foot.

“I can’t f@cking believe this. I make it this far and I’m gonna miss the meeting tomorrow b/c we’re gonna have to go to the hospital in the morning b/c my g@d damn foot is broken.”

“I don’t think it’s broken, but I can totally drive you to the meeting tomorrow if you can’t walk on it – all you have to do is make it thru the day.”

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Here’s to hoping the pain is tolerable enough to make it thru the next 24 hours…

(good time to revert to semi-newfound mantra: i can do this.)