Energy if You Please

I’m really feeling the toll of all the work I’ve been doing lately.

I am tired in an overextended sort of way.

Yesterday I began to feel it and today I’m really having to coax myself into gear.

I’ve got this continual sinking feeling that something still isn’t physically well. I could go into detail, but I would rather not focus my energy there. I’ve been working very hard on putting my energy in the other direction, in fact, and it has been helping.

I know I need to be patient.
I know that healing takes time and dedication.

Instead I have committed to another fast. Today is the first day of ramping in. My being is telling me it needs more ‘down time’ and I understand. I started to feel so much better with the last one and wanted to stay in longer but came out for the holidays.

I’ve been drinking a ton of water, too. And even with all the water I’m drinking, I near constantly feel dehydrated. It’s odd.

So I submit to you, once again, intuition.

As well, we’re getting into delivery time with the show and fasting provides a platform for me to integrate with universal harmony.

I need to be in that place.

And I recognize that it is 100% possible to be in that space every moment.

I don’t need to fast to attain ultimate balance.

But, for the time being, I do.